Meri Brownmay not be willing to wait forKody Brownto take her back.

InPEOPLE’s exclusive sneak peekat Sunday’sSister Wives: One on Onespecial, Meri, 51, says that she believes her ex never fully appreciated her.

“I don’t think Kody realizes the s— that I am,” she shares. “And if he hasn’t realized it so far, you know, maybe he never will and maybe he doesn’t want it.”

“Here’s the thing, this is what I say people change,” she adds. “Maybe he’s just at this place that’s like she’s just not for me anymore and he’s now finally just saying it.”

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Meri and Kody Brown

“I don’t know,” she replied. “Time will tell won’t it. It’s for me to decide. He’s decided so now what?”

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Meri Brown

On Tuesday, the TLC star shared a cryptic post on her Instagram Story that may tease where her head is after sheannounced her splitfrom husband Kody last month.

“I am not for everyone,“the reposted quote began.

It continued underneath in smaller letters: “I know my truth. I know who I am. I know what I bring to the table. I’m not easy to deal with but I do bring tons of value. I bring love and strength, but I am not perfect, and if I don’t fit in with a person or group that is okay with me.”

On an earlierSister Wives: One on Oneinstallment, Meri opened up aboutthe demise of their 32-year marriage.

“We have a lot of history and I love him,” Meri said. “He has chosen not to love me and not to want a relationship with me and so far, as to consider himself not married to me. So I think that’s what we’re sitting with.”

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source: people.com