Anna Farisis feeling the love with husbandMichael Barrett.On Thursday’s episode ofChelsea Handler’sDear Chelseapodcast, the 45-year-old actress, who revealed last July she and cinematographer Barrett had eloped, said of her marriage, “This time, it has been easier for me to accept a lot of love” even though “I still kind of struggle with it.“Faris wasfirst married to Ben Indrafrom 2004 to 2008, and toChris Pratt— with whom she shares 9-year-old sonJack— from 2009 to 2018.“When I was younger, if there was a lot of love — I must’ve subconsciously liked a chase,” Faris also said. “It feels healthier, though, whatever it is. It feels like I can be loved.“Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human-interest stories.Anna Faris.David Livingston/GettyFaris first revealedthat she and Barrett had elopedin Washington state during a July 2021 episode of theAnna Faris is Unqualifiedpodcast.“My fiancé’s right — he’s now my husband. Yes, we eloped,” she said during a conversation with a caller. “It was awesome, yeah, it was great.“Anna Faris; Michael Barrett.Steve Granitz/WireImage; Kevin Winter/GettyWhile she didn’t share many details about the nuptials at the time, theScary Movieactress added, “It was at a local courthouse up in Washington state. It was great.“She began dating Barrett in 2017 after working on her filmOverboard. The two were first spotted together that September — a month after Faris and now-ex-husband Pratt, 43, announced theirsplit after eight years of marriage.RELATED VIDEO: Anna Faris Says She Didn’t Do a “Great Job of Eliminating Competitiveness” withChris Pratt: “I Hope I’ve Grown"TheHouse Bunnyactress joked to Handler, 47, during Thursday’s episode that she’s “like a divorce veteran because I’ve been divorced twice,” admitting, “It hit hard the first time.““Iturned into somebody that I didn’t recognize,” Faris said. “I was always the kind of person that had their fridge filled. And I hosted a lot of dinners. That was back when I had friends.“She also said that she was also once “terrified” that she “wasn’t a good lover.““Especially when I was younger, I was so self-conscious of my body. I didn’t want anybody to see it. But I would dance on the edges of it. I wanted to be desired desperately,” Faris added.

Anna Farisis feeling the love with husbandMichael Barrett.

On Thursday’s episode ofChelsea Handler’sDear Chelseapodcast, the 45-year-old actress, who revealed last July she and cinematographer Barrett had eloped, said of her marriage, “This time, it has been easier for me to accept a lot of love” even though “I still kind of struggle with it.”

Faris wasfirst married to Ben Indrafrom 2004 to 2008, and toChris Pratt— with whom she shares 9-year-old sonJack— from 2009 to 2018.

“When I was younger, if there was a lot of love — I must’ve subconsciously liked a chase,” Faris also said. “It feels healthier, though, whatever it is. It feels like I can be loved.”

Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human-interest stories.

Anna Faris.David Livingston/Getty

Anna Faris

Faris first revealedthat she and Barrett had elopedin Washington state during a July 2021 episode of theAnna Faris is Unqualifiedpodcast.

“My fiancé’s right — he’s now my husband. Yes, we eloped,” she said during a conversation with a caller. “It was awesome, yeah, it was great.”

Anna Faris; Michael Barrett.Steve Granitz/WireImage; Kevin Winter/Getty

Anna Faris, Michael Barrett

While she didn’t share many details about the nuptials at the time, theScary Movieactress added, “It was at a local courthouse up in Washington state. It was great.”

She began dating Barrett in 2017 after working on her filmOverboard. The two were first spotted together that September — a month after Faris and now-ex-husband Pratt, 43, announced theirsplit after eight years of marriage.

RELATED VIDEO: Anna Faris Says She Didn’t Do a “Great Job of Eliminating Competitiveness” withChris Pratt: “I Hope I’ve Grown”

TheHouse Bunnyactress joked to Handler, 47, during Thursday’s episode that she’s “like a divorce veteran because I’ve been divorced twice,” admitting, “It hit hard the first time.”

“Iturned into somebody that I didn’t recognize,” Faris said. “I was always the kind of person that had their fridge filled. And I hosted a lot of dinners. That was back when I had friends.”

She also said that she was also once “terrified” that she “wasn’t a good lover.”

“Especially when I was younger, I was so self-conscious of my body. I didn’t want anybody to see it. But I would dance on the edges of it. I wanted to be desired desperately,” Faris added.

source: people.com